tabitha's deal

strange dream

2006-03-01T03:57:00.001-06:00

well...its bits and pieces.

ok...something about brian have a past girlfriend that he dated for one year and he didnt tell me about got married or something and now brian has a son...so totally confusing...i dont really understand...but in the dream it really pissed me off...so we go on this trip and some friends are there...well any way we go on this trip so brian can buy something for the baby...and he goes in this store and buys something and then he buys me a pen shaped object...and laughs when he gives it to me...and i look at the price tag and its kind of expensive...and im trying to figure out what it does and im soo fucking confused...then we are walking and we see cameron washing his hand off in a water fountain...supposedly he was outside punching cement...ok and then this is the last thing i remember...i was in a dark kitchen picking up raw bloody meat off the ground and throwing it away when i smell something really good...i look over and it looks like grilled fish...but its scorpion...and i can seriously taste it...ive never tasted the taste before and it was so good...and then hai called me...something around 12:30...i went to bed around 8:30 i was tired as fuck...and now im going back to sleep...

new years

2005-12-31T18:58:00.000-06:00

new years party at steves on belanger. right off federal to the right and his house is the second one to the left. expencive champange, beer, wine, finger foods. people dressed nicely. Happy new years!

robo

2005-12-30T22:21:00.000-06:00

robitussin cough, long acting. contains dextromethorphan HBr.
this is a drug and it gets you fucked up.
its a great feeling.

ego

2005-12-30T20:15:00.000-06:00

i really hate cameron when fanchon is around...he gets so fucking aggravating. for some reason when she is around, he tends to be a bigger ass hole than usual. i think she has this vibe or something that makes his ego like 50 million times bigger than its supposed to be.

mc chris

2005-12-29T03:26:00.000-06:00

o my fucking jeebus. what the fuck. i usually send him messages just to let him know that im thinking about him, like i do to like a couple of other people. but you know...since he is like a "celebrity"....im a stalker....HAHAHAHA! i cant believe that... i thought we were friends and shit, but i guess not. right about now...he is just a fucking prick.

drunk...and religion

2005-12-29T02:16:00.000-06:00

you know what....me and jordan totally believe that catholics are bull shit. if anything its a cult...we both believe in god...so whatever...why do we have to follow a religion to go to heaven (or whatever) UGH! i hate people that are so strong on their religion...cause you know what...i dont really care....

this post took so long to actually type the correct thing.

ugly

2005-12-28T20:39:00.000-06:00

i think i am ugly. sometimes i can look pretty, but usually i am ugly. some people tell me otherwise, but some people tell me that im ugly. i really dont care, but i usually agree with the person. when someone tells me im pretty, i usually think i am pretty that day. and when someone tells me im ugly...i agree.

religion

2005-12-28T15:14:00.000-06:00

me and jolene were talking about religion...im agnostic at the moment. im looking up other religions. the ones that look interesting right now are satinism and agnostic. scientology is the stupidist thing i have ever heard of. catholisism is STUPID! jehova witness's are REATARDED ...my mom is one...and she is TOTALLY brain washed.

awake

2005-12-28T11:38:00.000-06:00

well i do not have a hangover. im at jordans and everyone (jolene, eric, jordan, camron, fanchon) is asleep. jordans dog kept fucking barking, and barking. UGH! i wanted to kill that little shit. i let it outside (it was standing by the door barking) i hope that it was okay.

offically drunk

2005-12-28T03:04:00.000-06:00

ok...im am really drunk....

i think i might be falling in love with brian..
not sure yet,.but i really enjoy being with him.

actaully i thiknk i do love him, and i hope he feels the same way.

when your drunk you think anbout stupid shit and the car wash.

YEAH!

my camera.

2005-12-27T22:39:00.000-06:00

i need my fucking camera to tape my movie for english class (lord of the rings : two towers), and it needs to be cleaned by a special tape. FUCK! i dont have any money and im supposed to film tommrow. FUCK! this totally blows.

tres is not happy because of the whole jamie deal. it really sucks and i dont know what to tell him. its not his fault, its hers. she is being a fucking idiot, and i wish tres would just leave her alone. i wish he would completly block her from his life. shes done this to him before...like more than once...and its begining to piss me off.

o well...time to go drink my champ-ain. CAUSE IM A CHAMP MOTHER FUCKER! nah...just kidding, i suck.

the coat

2005-12-27T21:14:00.000-06:00

ok...well brian puts on my coat. i want him to take it off cause it looks like its about to rip off of him...and he says no. so i case him around jordans house (jordan, camron, fanchon, and steve went got booze) he runs outside and there is a tub of water holding the screen door open...he runs into it and gets water every where i mean...his pants a really soaked........so he goes to look for a pair of jordans pants and puts on some really gay brown ones. (ok then i forgot how to spell brown and he told me brokn....bro-kin...but i said bra-kin.....ok gay)

first post.

2005-12-27T20:34:00.000-06:00

all my post will be boring, so dont read them unless you want to know what is going on in my life...this is just for future reference.